This week so far has had its high points and its lows…I finally realized that those low points consisted of me trying to read the blueprints,of me trying to edit those blueprints, of me trying to shape my own future and who’s in it…Those weeks after fellowship where I realized that my path had already been drawn out for me and all i had to do was follow it,were such a breeze for me…To the point where people began to realize that my attitude was positive and bright and laid back, to the point of complete ease and chill…But now that Im again trying to read the blueprints and trying to alter my future thats when my stress and feelings of uneasy-ness have come back…Im letting loose, getting back to the point where I just followed my fate…*lifting weight off my shoulders*
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